today I'm not better than yesterday

It is hard to say what maybe deep inside of me i'd like to say. What I know is that if I can't admit it to myself, then I can't identify what type of inner block is preventing me to say I'D REALLY MISS YOU.
Today I woke up feeling not quite right. There is this urgency that yields at me saying that I can't afford to let petty mind games take away the little friends I have. But when i think about it, I remind myself that her character was always an obstruction. Don't want to speak for others, but I saw how that same issue affected others around her. she has had more roommates in two years than any other freshmen student would ever haVE in college; each ending in severe conflict to the point of being kicked out or simply forced to abandon.
Regardless, I feel vacant. As if someone took a bite devouring a chunk of me. Today I feel like a lesser person. It's true that good friends make us better and greater individuals . Today I'm not better than yesterday .

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